Hi, I am Ashley. I am an overachiever. I like to see things happen the way that I plan them out. I don’t like variations of my plan and can quickly get frustrated when things don’t work out the way that I want them to. Oh and I can’t stand pain or difficult lessons.
Pregnancy loss is a taboo topic that people know exists, but few speak to the real challenges. I can only speak from a woman’s perspective, but there is this ache of having a child that will never spend the holidays with you while the earth remains.
The holiday season is filled with season’s cheer. The commercials are geared to encourage slow-moving gentleman to go to Kay and secure a kiss or better yet, get a wonderful gift from Tiffany’s (who doesn’t like their signature Tiffany Blue)
I had a mess on my hands. A five-year mess few people knew about. That mess was my clutter which kept me emotionally bound and unhappy in the environment I created. I remember very well when the clutter started when we lost our first child. I lost the desire to do very much or to try to keep anything tidy.